I may be not much of a writer, not even good at language. But i do believe writing IS another type therapy.
My mood seems a little more uplifted after my previous long entry. Things felt easier after writing them. I used to have a diary a.k.a journal. But ever since I fell in love with the internet, I turn to blogs to express my thoughts and feeling. Used to have friendster blog, then i turn to multiply blog, and changed to blogspot until now.. Each blog space offers different capabilities & functions. I love all of them, of course.
Well, relieving stress is so much easier now..
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My friend Mazliza gave birth to a healthy baby boy yesterday noon. Adorable. Im not sure if I can call her my bestfriend.. She's like a younger sister to me, IF that's the right feel. (I never have a sister. Im the only daughter.) But i think i can call her a bestfriend eventhough we never realize that she's there whenever im down or need someone to talk to. This 'bond' I have with her makes me drive my car in the rain this morning just to see her new born baby. I guess my baby was excited too? I was watching her baby when it cramps a little under my stomach. Or maybe the baby is complaining?! Of feeling tired? Only ALLAH knows.
I was so delighted to see the baby. I touched his feet and rubbed it, while saying "Come on! Please cry!". But he didnt cry! He's only 20 hours when i saw him. Feeling excited, I dont even remember to have a handshake with Mazliza's mom when arriving. And i dont even remember to ask his name or take a picture.. Haha! Its not my baby but it felt like mine!
My baby is 3 months, in the womb. 6 months ahead seems like a loooooooongg wait for me.. Cant wait to touch my own baby's feet.. That would be a super wonderful feeling, I believe.
...take good care of yourself...do not overwork yourself...our prayers are with you...
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