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puasa dan raya tahun ni...

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puasa dan raya tahun ni...

takkan sama sebab nenek kesayanganku dah pergi buat selama-lamanya..

puasa dan raya tahun ni...

takkan sama sebab dah tak dapat cium tangan nenek lagi..

puasa dan raya tahun ni...

takkan sama sebab dah tak dapat rasa manisan dan bubur pedas (makanan tempatan) nenek lagi..

puasa dan raya tahun ni...

takkan sama sebab bila aku balik kampung nanti, dah tak dapat tengok wajah nenek tersenyum lebar menunggu dimuka pintu..

puasa dan raya tahun ni...

takkan sama sebab nenek aku dah takda untuk membebel suruh aku tolong mak masak lagi...


puasa dan raya tahun ni...

takkan sama sebab yang tinggal cuma;
selimut yang nenek jahit dengan tangannya sendiri..
baju-baju kurung nenek yang dah mula kusam..
periuk2 dan pinggan mangkuk nenek yang dah berdebu..
pokok buah-buahan yang nenek tanam semasa hayatnya masih ada..
telaga yang dah ditutup sebab nenek takut kami cucunya jatuh dalam telaga..

dan yang tinggal cuma kenangan bersama nenek tersayang...

dan dipuasa dan raya tahun ni...

walau dengan baju baru yang paling mahal pun, aku tak mungkin mampu tersenyum lagi sebab nenek dah takda untuk aku peluk dan cium..

10 hari yang lalu, bunga-bunga yang disiram ke atas pusara nenek sewaktu pengebumiannya masih segar seolah-olah ia masih baru disitu. aku percaya, segala yang baik telah Allah aturkan untuk nenekku yang baik budi dan hati. Amin..

hari ni genap 20 hari Allahyarhamah Hajjah Jauyah binti Bolhassan menemui Penciptanya. Al-Fatihah untuk nendaku tercinta.

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