when your ex-bf explain themselves

i can't deny that i do have ex-bf too. of course. im only human. normal one of course. except that i get one and loose one in a matter of 3-12 months.. longest was 4 years i think. being single is different with those who have 'complexes' like me, i guess?

i am happily married, and its been 2 years now. (check the 'home' tab to see how long ive been married).

and to my shock when one of my ex-bf send me messages (YM). it was the 1st day after 2-3 months since my last log in.

currently around 36-37 years old, he works as a technician at a factory somewhere in Kota Kinabalu Sabah. Someone i accidentally get messages from. Wrong number accident.. It led to our first encounter then a few months later led into something he called 'date'. I didn't know he would have such a strong feel for me. Huhuuhuh.. I'm no player but I don't get swayed that easy only after 3 months knowing each other. Ive met quite a number of men who plays around with your hearts without any intention to be serious or something, so Ive learned to shield & guard my own heart. (Of course at times, i lost my rational judgment)

So what happen when your ex-bf confesses his true feelings and ask for forgiveness and understanding??? Begging you not to hate him and wishing to be your friend forever???

Come on! I'm married and I have my heart and soul for my dearest husband. Plus pregnant with his first child! What do you expect me to do? Of course NONE!

All I can do is asking him to forgive then truly forget everything.. I have my own antiques back then to shield myself from getting broken-hearted which i may not realize hurt him too. But I never regret everything yet feels happy that i get one less enemy.. Hahaha! It just felt funny and at some point I personally thought I was really stupid back then..

I dont actually bother to explain things to him since it wont change a thing.. and my destiny has been pre-determined by Allah.

THEN you also start to realize how much your 'intention' to live for Allah's blessing has changed everything in your path ahead...

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